hello ladies,

I just needed somewhere to vent.

I had an ectopic pregnancy end of November which was treated with two lots of methotrexate, and then ruptured and needed surgery at the time I didn't get upset, I kept it together, took some time off to recover and thought I'd boxed it off.

I was wrong.

my Facebook feed is full of people announcing pregnancy and what a great start to 2018 and other saying look at my new family. (believe me I don't begrudge anyone this) but it's just hit me tonight like a truck and I can't stop crying. I've deactivated my account as its just full of the usual BS you get this time of year. I've also spent time with my young niece and nephew and just feel it's all got a bit too much.

anyone got any words of wisdom?