it's been a month and a half since I seen that last heart beat and a month since you joined the angels and I'm still not sure why you had to leave I seen all these women who are pregnant and still smoking it makes me so mad that they get to keep their babies when I did everything to keep you my heart will never heal but the pain is not as bad Christmas was hard as that's when we planned to announce you but God had a different plan I guess and I'll never know why. I love you my angel watch over daddy and I