I’m a very optimistic person like all the time except when it comes to me. I doubt everything for myself. I feel like I’ll get a negative or af will show by Monday. Testing Monday because af is due then. I’ll probably always think I’m not until I get a few positives (scientist need more than one as proof lol). Anywho we’ve only been trying since November so our second month. But I’m trying to make bfn’s not bad. If I get one or get my period I’ve started a new tradition. I’m going to get myself a big coffee that I try not to drink too much of during the wait and a cold cut sandwich as both are bad when pregnant. A little treat I like to make it seem not as bad. Anyone else treat themselves? Trying to keep it less stressful and something to look forward to anyway.