so this is gonna be so damn long

but ok so my cousin and her boyfriend who’ve been together for more than a year just broke up recently. i’ve been here for her to help her thru it and all that

and i was recently talking to a guy i liked and it ended kinda badly and she was there to comfort me.

me and this guy had been on and off for years since like 7th grade (i’m in 10th now and my cousin is in 12th) and my cousin knows this like he was my first love and everything

so after me and the guy kinda ended she started talking to him. i was so pissed and upset but i just put up a face to her and him and just let it be

but they’re around the town all the time together and they post sm shit of them together on their stories and them cuddling in his bed( where i was not even 2 weeks ago) and it’s just hard to see like she just walked into my room a couple days ago wearing his sweatshirt like it was nothing

so my cousins ex texted me last night saying all this stuff about how distraught he is and how he was like drinking and it was the only thing that helps

then he texted me this morning asking to hangout and i honestly didn’t know what to do

i just don’t know what to do anymore.

and he just texted me “annabelle i expect you to be ready at 7”

like i want to go but my mom doesn’t think it’s a good idea

i want to help the kid out and give him someone to talk to i just don’t want anything bad to happen

please help:(