my fiance and i have been on and off for about 8 years. we have been together for a year and 8 months. just had our second child 4 months ago... and the sex is terrible... its been terrible for about 7 months now... he doesnt know i feel this way, but he is not the person he use to be. constantly gaming, ignoring the kids and I, yelling and calling me names, spanking our oldest child over the littlest things, drinking, and smoking pot and selling. this is not the man i started dating 8 years ago and definitely not the man that asked me to marry him over a year ago... i do not think i love my fiance anymore and i dont know what to do. i want to leave because im not happy and i feel like its what is best for me and my kids. i cant leave because he pays for half of the bills. i would not be able to take care of my children on my own.