So I’m 34 I have three beautiful children, a few years ago I got divorced...I had my tubes tied shortly after my youngest who’s now seven was born...I am in a relationship now and have been for over two years...we are engaged and happy and I find myself unbelievably depressed because he would love to have a baby with me and I can’t give him that...idk how to handle this but I find myself crying about not being able to have another when no one is around and hating my ex husband more for just making it more impossible to move on with my life...😪😢 thoughts?