2017 was a hard year!

cindi • Baby Girl May 20, 2020 💕

2017 didn’t start so good for me right before the year started I got a abnormal pap. January I went in for a Colposcopy and found I had pre cancerous cells.. cried for months about this didn’t fully understand what was going was so worried I wanted to get pregnant that year.. I had no insurance at all just getting this done without insurance was 1,200.. my fiancé and I had already been engaged for 2 years so we decided to move our September wedding to May. In order for me go get the leep procedure. So we had less than 3 months to plan my dream wedding ! I was so under pressure. One day after I got out the gym I got in a car accident! Thank god no one got hurt! This was 11 days before my wedding ! The day literally before my wedding I got a call they were suing us for the car accident I cried so much that day I asked my fiancé to cancel the wedding I didn’t want anything anymore! I was so upset ! He cheered me up well tried ! We had the most beautiful wedding everything I wanted ! Went to Hawaii for our honeymoon was amazing ! So June 28th was the day I would have surgery.. a week later I got the best news after crying for months over and over about it! Turns out I had no abnormal cells anymore the doctor said went he went in for the procedure I didn’t have anything at seems like my body fought it off was the best thing ever. And also got a call that the lady from car accident settle for the insurance claim! Omg best news ever! I wasn’t so stressed out ! I hardly drive now I’m so scared to drive. September we decided to try and get pregnant didn’t happen so I’m hoping 2018 ! Will keep being good to us! February I have a 6 month follow up to check hopefully it’s all normal ! I want a baby so bad I cried so much when I get my period every time ! Sorry for long post! Just want to thank God for such an amazing year even though we went Thru some hard times with my Pap smear and accident I’m very thankful for such an amazing husband and amazing life! Sorry for the long post and thank you for taking the time to read it! 💕