Does this look like herpes ?

This is the second time I’ve had this problem. I went to the doc the first time she told me it looks like I scrapped my skin while shaving (which I did shave but it was days later this popped up) but as you can see I haven’t shaved.. please someone help it hurts so much when i pee or try to clean it. Also why do you think it reoccurs if it’s not herpes