Eptopic pregnancy

Tanzania

So since I found out I was pregnant I’ve been back and forth in the hospital things were getting better they said my hcg levels were going up very fast and looked like a healthy pregnancy my levels were at 3,000 in dec 21 and when I went back for my follow up on Friday they had went up to 37,000 this was great news I thought I even heard my babies heartbeat I was so excited but then the doctor comes back and say the baby is growing in your right tube we have to end your pregnancy my entire heart dropped after trying for 4 years this happens it hurts so much to share this but I have no one to talk to I’m just so hurt I can’t stop crying and I know everything happens for a reason it’s all in God’s plan and you can’t question why but it still hurts I just ask that someone pray for my strength because I really need it