Thanksgiving Day i lost my baby, my first pregnancy ever. I've been married for about 15 1/2 years and always talked about wanting a baby so when it happen we were beyond excited. I have been struggling since my miscarriage and have my breakdowns when I'm alone. I don't like talking to my family about how i feel because i don't want to burden them and when i talk to my husband i feel like he doesn't understand, he tells me i shouldn't only have this on my mind that I'm only bringing pain to myself but my miscarriage was horrific and and haunts me all the time. 😢