my meds are working, and I could cry

anna

y'all, I don't mean go sound over dramatic or like a crazy person, but I am so happy right now. after battling with anxiety for years during and after pregnancy being the worst for me, fighting my mood swings to where my husband could no longer stand me (even though he never said that, I knew because I couldn't even stand myself) short patience with my toddler which was heartbreaking... And battling a germaphobia after my baby was born afraid to even let anyone touch her I myself was even scared to touch her washed my hands so much they were dry and cracked and hurt. I got prescribed Zoloft and battled with the anxiety for a long time to even take it (since I breastfeed) but tonight it all of a sudden it me ITS WORKING.. I've been calm and nice today. My toddler and niece were fighting and I basically sit there and smiled instead of losing my patience and snapping at this both. that's when I said oh shit... it's working! I could legit cry. for those who think I'm nuts you have no idea how good it feels to feel normal and not annoyed all day. I am so happy.