My precious Serenity Joy was born asleep in to the Lords arms in July 2017. Here's her story..

Everything was great up untill wk22 when i noticed less movements. i knew she was ok because i had a heart doppler and i checked her when i felt nervous about her. All was well. As wk22 came to an end into wk23 I felt less movement then wk22 so I rushed to my obgyn hoping they would of done a ultrasound but only listened to her her heart beat by Doppler for like 8min (which I told them I could of done myself at home) they said "Oh don't worry all is fine with her, don't worry about kick counts it's to early" I've told them it wasn't normal for me as I had many children b4 & I've always felt plenty kicks.. they wouldn't listen and sent me home.. 2 days later I noticed a smell & just knew I had Bv so I called to make an appointment (I tend to have them when pregnant) so they told me to come in that Friday.. the next when reaching up to turn my living room fan on I felt a small gush so I quickly stood still making sure it wasn't my water that broke (it was maybe a Tsp) nothing more happened so I assumed it was the extra discharge from having Bv. nothing else came out of me. So Friday comes and I'm. checked and of course in was right I had Bv.. but the doctor could tell I was still in distressed about something so I mentioned to her that I still wasn't feeling my baby kick and it wasn't normal for me.. so she sent me to ultrasound FINALLY. As the tech is scanning me she quickly run out the door and comes back in 2-3min later and I'm asking what's wrong.. she says the baby's water is dangerously low.. Long story short my doctor told me apparently my water has been low and my was slowly leaking... my water must have broke when I reached for the fan few days prior but was low to start with.. they told me to GO HOME on Bed rest that there was nothing they could do until she reached "viability " week 24 andnifni could make it to July 7 they would hospitalized me until she was born.. my baby had heart beat on july 6 at around 2-3pm with my heart Doppler and around 8pm that night.. I felt... off.. like something was wrong. my blood pressure felt like it was up and I'd never had any issues w blood pressure. So the following morning was my appointment July 7...b4 the tech checked her water level I wanted her to check on her to make sure all was well.. I knew... immediately... when I saw my baby girl not moving.. she had been taken by the Lord.. the Tech said (like it was her job with no care in the world) "NOPE NO HEART BEAT TODAY! "..I just lost it on the table! I was immediately induced and delivered my sleeping angel July 8...I held her for a few hours, I cuddled her, gave her mommy kisses,,told her I was sorry that I caused her passing, took pictures and cried for hours upon hours.. until I had to let her go. that was one of the hardest things as a mother I'll ever have to face.. is telling your child good bye one final time. I delivered her and went home the same day empty.. she is layed to rest her by my home we're I visit her every time I step out the door. I miss her dearly.. I wanted to sit her on my lap and tell her all about Jesus.. but instead the Lord will tell her all about me now.. Heaven needed you more baby girl.. Heaven needed you more.