I don’t know what to do..

My partner and I have been together for 3 years and he’s never gone down on him, I asked why and his reply was ‘because I tried it once and I didn’t like it’

And to me I feel like he’s comparing me to whoever he done it too.. he hasn’t even attempted it on me, he doesn’t even touch me that often and I just feel insecure and hate myself for it 😔

He gets blowjobs all the time and I touch him so I don’t know why he has to be selfish about it