dont know what to title this

Just down, and done, it's not going to happen if the baby dance never does, always feeling like he's not attracted to me anymore, why do I even bother keeping this app up if we aren't even trying anymore, we don't even do the baby dance any more, feeling so useless n unwanted, i give up, i feel numb, i cry alone and dwell on it, why does he not want me any more!! Good bye to those names we picked because they won't ever get used and i dream about those little faces!!