Colpocephaly, ACC, and more

Every time I go to Maternal Fetal Medicine I get more and more bad news. A new diagnosis or something that has gotten worse, all the dreams we had for our first boy seem to be circling the drain and we have no idea how to tell our older girls, or even what to tell them. I just want to stay pregnant forever to keep from facing the truth that is only 7 weeks away. I don't want him to go through all the tests and the pain, I don't want him to live in a hospitals growing up in a neurologists office or in an emergency room with seizures. I feel so alone and so helpless. He looks so perfect it's so hard to imagine that so many things are going wrong inside his tiny body.