I have NO IDEA what is right to do.

I’m so confused and scared.

Me and my husband found out we are having a fourth Baby only two days ago.

This baby wasn’t planned and I took the MAP. Which failed.

we have three children already, I am a stay at home mum.

I take Prozac regularly for my anxiety (not depressed) and this is something I don’t want to come off as I’ve had anxiety all my life.

I just like some advise and what it’s like having four kids if we decide to go through with this?

I truly don’t want to sound ungrateful that I am pregnant.

I don’t even know if I could live with a termination.

I don’t know how I’ll even cope with a fourth child. My daughter is only 1. My eldest two are 8,9.

Everything will have to change, our home and even our car on finance which we can’t for for another 1 1/2 years yet, so we won’t be able to go anywhere as a family until we can trade in to a bigger car.