Matteo Gabriel was born 12/29/17. He weighed 8lbs 7ozs and is 21.5 inches long. I love him to death! Is anyone else struggling though? The getting up every two hours is killing me and I seriously can’t stop crying... I feel bad because I prayed for two years to have a baby and now that he is finally here I don’t feel as happy as I thought I would... and I feel so guilty for it😞 my chest hurts all the time it feels tight and like I can’t catch my breath.