He wasn't sure if I loved him anymore.
Truth is, I was just so stressed and my feelings were hurt about some recent events (My younger best friend just got married and I was the MOH, my little sister is getting married and I'm also HER moh, I guess you could say that I'm jealous because it isn't my turn yet, terrible, I know...but you can't help how you feel, huh?...). I realized later that I wasn't doing enough for him. The problem with some women is that they feel that the man is the one who has to make THEM feel loved. Sometimes, we forget that they need reassurance every now and then. I love this man with all of my heart, and I wouldn't ever mean to hurt him. I just didn't act the same around him because I was being selfish, and he knows now how sorry I am for that. We're in the middle of a new project that I like to call the "Make Me Yours-Take Two" project. We're kissing. We're flirting. We're hanging out, just us two, and I've never had more fun. About a week ago, he sent me a text saying, "A week ago, I was wondering how on earth I was going to ask this perfect woman to marry me, but now I'm wondering if she even loves me." That hurt. I knew he wouldn't have said something like that if he weren't truly upset. I knew then that I had neglected his needs. But we talked it out. We'll be just fine. I explained to him why I was being somewhat distant through the holidays and the following days, and he understood completely. I love this man.
PS: LOOK WHAT WE MADE TOGETHER TONIGHT!

