The worst mother ever

Nayara

I smoked weed. Only once, it wasn't even mine and it was the first time since I got pregnant, but I used to smoke before. I'm 12 weeks.

After I smoked, 5 minutes after I fainted and hit my head and elbow really hard on the floor. I ate a lot, went home, slept and woke up. I never threw up as much as I'm doing now. I'm terrified of having a miscarriage. Terrified.

Please, help me!

*** my boyfriend doesn't know.