At 7am my husband and i will be heading to the hospital to have our baby boy. Our rainbow baby. Well I'm scared! This isn't my first child. I am not sure why I'm so afraid. I had my first two like a champ! Guys I've been having anxiety attacks. I can't sleep. I'm really freaking out. My mom can't keep my calm or my husband and that's who I usually trust when they say it's going to be okay. Anybody else feel this way before?