AF came today

Sheldan • 🌈BA in psych, currently working on my Psy.D. Married. one Early MC...🤰🏽🌈 #1 11/26/18. #prochoice #prolove #profreedom

We did ttc right after I stopped bleeding after my mc, I really wanted to be one of those people that got pregnant right after but nope.

idk, I guess I put all my eggs in one basket. I buried all my grief under this optimism that I'd get pregnant right after since apparently that is common. Now that I'm not, it made all of my grief and sadness resurface like it never left. Thank goodness we decided to start seeing a counselor for this, first appt is tomorrow.