Think I’m / have lost my little one

Michelle

So little back story iv had on and off spotting but had a scan at 9 weeks to show healthy baby and hb but I did have a hemotoma on the outside of the sac hence the spotting , well today Iv had red dark brown spotting I should be 11+2 no real pain besides little twinges here and there but have had them for weeks , this is my 5th baby and have not had this type of spotting before , I’m booked in at 2pm so 1.5 hours to go for a scan but deep down feel it’s going to be bad news :( my youngest turned 1 today and having this news over my head is devostating :( the blood it only if I kinda pop the tissue up a little there is a little stringy discharge that’s old blood but I’m crying so much I’m lost my partner left me just before New Years too what a great start to 2018 :(