Just Miscarried

Shayla • Mommy to 2 angels 👼 •Mommy to Myah 🌈 👑 👶 Divorced once. Happy Again 👨‍👩‍👧

I believe I just miscarried. I took two home pregnancy tests and both were positive, I even went to the doctor and my hCG levels were 13 (should’ve been between 5 and 50), but I went and got more blood work done and I started bleeding. And while I was waiting for my husband to pick me up from the hospital (I waited for 2 hours because he had a drug test but whatever) I got a call from my doctor saying the blood work was negative. I was sobbing. We tried for a baby so hard. And when my husband found out he didn’t even care. He wanted to tell me about his new job that I’ve known he was getting since yesterday and didn’t want to comfort me. I’m so distraught right now and don’t know what to do. My husband left me with my in laws when I told him and has been saying hurtful things to me over messenger (he currently doesn’t have a phone). So when I told him why I was upset he got mad that I was only being selfish. I’m currently on the floor of my MILs bathroom sobbing cause I’m too embarrassed. He came and dropped me off pads and then left again