Five days before Christmas we found out we were pregnant, after 13 months of trying I finally saw two lines on the test. I thought to my self and humbly said “It is our turn, thank you God for this amazing gift you gave us.”

A couple days later I started to spot red, bright red. As I sat on the toilet after a long day at work, I just wept crying out to my husband as he stood there and held me “please please, let there not be something wrong with the baby”

The next day I called my OB/GYN she ordered me to get my HCG levels tested then to do it again in 48hrs to see if my levels went up like they should. First test my levels were at 19.5 second test my levels were at 25.5.

So I was ordered to get a third test done and my levels were at 45.0.

I went to see my OB yesterday and she thinks it may be an ectopic pregnancy or I am just miscarrying. I asked if it was a possibility if it could all be just a normal pregnancy and we were told no. Now I have to make all these appointments and blood work and ultrasounds to make sure of what it is.

I am truly heartbroken, exhausted and just pure sad.