My New Year in the Making....

Meesh

So today (1/4) I was supposed to have fibroid surgery. I have 5 large ones, the biggest 11cm and many smaller ones that they were going to try to remove today. They have been painful as well as been the assumed cause of me not being able to conceive. Yesterday I completed all of my pre surgery testing and registration; which included a blood test. I go in today, 6am bright and early in tears (simply because I've never had a surgery before) and only about 2 hours of sleep. I get into the room and change into my hospital gown. Then the nurse comes back in and says I didn't sign a consent. She asked if it was because I was pregnant!?!? Our faces dropped. I said ma'am are you sure? My cycle should be stressing today or tomorrow?(My app is usually a day or two off sometimes ) I just knew it was impossible for me to get pregnant with these fibroids. We have been trying for 14mths now. Then I burst in tears again! My fear now is holding a pregnancy with these fibroids in and around my uterus. Anyone have experience with this? Any tips? Suggestions? Help! I want to be excited but afraid....