Alone

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everything is going downhill right now but my body won’t let me be emotional around people. so any time i have an anxiety attract or feel suicidal it’s always when i’m alone. i just want someone to be there to hold me while i cry but even if there was someone i wouldn’t be able to. idk what to do😭 also my parents don’t believe in mental illness and anytime i bring it up they laugh and say “survival of the fittest”