I'm 41 an desperate for my rainbow. I lost my son at 36+2 he was stillborn October 2016 3 months on I was pregnant however March I had to have a d&c; due to baby not growing. I have now been trying since then for a year as this cycle now is the cycle I conceived my last baby. exactly to the day too as I took a test on my son's bday the 12th it was positive so here I am now asking I am about 8-9 dpo if not positive by 10 or 11dpo I'm out right? in a way I don't care when I just want a baby so desperately but then on the other hand catching exactly as same time again a year on is a little wierd disrespectful and odd. but if it is meant to be it will be I know. I kinda hope I am as always