Nothing's wrong...and it scares me

Calie

I had a mc in October and now saw the heartbeat last week. my mantra has been hope, the biblical kind that means blind trust that a.is in God's hands. Yet I find myself saying "hopefully in August I will be put for a.few weeks" or "if it works" every cramp I get im terrified till I toot lol. If I'm nptnpuking in the morning I'm worried. then see posts on here of.people losing theirs still im.so afraid.