It’s something that has bothered me for about 3 years now and I feel like I can’t talk to anyone about it because nobody has gone through it. like I said 3 years ago, I swear I was pregnant, like, 3 times and I was always scared to confirm it with a test but it felt different from other pregnancy scares... It felt real. I felt it in my whole soul that I was carrying. Always about 2 months after unprotected, no period and then boom. A heavy painful flow. Since I never confirmed it was bittersweet because was I crazy or was it real? I don’t even know if I have the right to feel a certain way because I never confirmed. And now both of my (only) friends are pregnant and I feel almost left out. My goddaughter is my daughter until I have my own but it feels like a burden to see her knowing I could’ve had my own.