38+1, got my first stretch marks today, haven’t had sex in months, feeling ugly and more and more depressed. Trying so hard not to let myself slip into depression by cleaning and trying to stay busy but I’m struggling. I feel like I don’t have anyone. My boyfriend works all day, my mom couldn’t care less about me, and I genuinely don’t have any friends. 50% pity party 50% actually having a really shitty time lately