5-6 weeks

Tatia

So I am posting on here to vent my worries/ hope to gain advice. I am barely in the age group 21 yrs old the father is 25 yrs old. I want to keep it. I knew the minute it turned positive that I want to keep the baby. I don't know about y'all but I freaked out for the first three days and basically spent all those nights googling about chances of miscarriage, insurance and how much weight I need to gain(100lbs). Now I am dealing with some nausea, the lovely bathroom breaks, tender breast and mini cramps so far no implantation bleeding but maybe it's different for everyone? Funny enough the minute I thought "if god wants it to happen it will happen" I finally calmed down and I am not exactly that Christian but it helped so much. Funny enough I was thinking of returning to college by September the baby is due around that time. I have always been the C student but after this I feel this desire to return and be better. Thank you for allowing me to rant and just talk it out with in a positive environment! So far all my friends have been extremely negative. You know like they say congratulations but their face says "what the hell are you thinking?"