I never expected motherhood to be such a lonely experience! But it has been, for me anyway. I don't know why I expected differently. I haven't had close friends in years, since high school probably. I moved around and eventually lost touch with everyone. I literally have no friends that I see, which never used to bother me but now I feel so embarrassed about it. I just had a baby and I'm not working ATM so basically I'm just home with my son and every now and then see family. I'm starting mums group on the 9th of Jan which I'm really hoping gets me to connect with some other people, but I'm worried that my social anxiety will get in the way of that. I don't know where to start. I'd be much more hopeful about it if I wasn't so shy. Ughhh. Sorry I don't know what the point of this post is. I guess to see if anyone's in the same boat?