I have a coworker who just had her 10 week appt and she’s been confiding in me this whole super exciting time of the secret pregnancy. She is just bursting at the seams excited and doubts she can wait until 12 weeks to announce. I’m so over the moon for her and now....

I’m so jealous! I want to be pregnant again solely for the excitement and the secrecy of growing a tiny human in me and no one else knows for a long 12 weeks. My hubby and I want to wait until late spring to try again but maaaaaaan I’m starting to get impatient!! Our lady is almost 11 months old and I have to remind myself to slow down and enjoy having an only child for now because adding one more will change our lives forever. I want another sibling for her so badly but I don’t want to share my love for her. I now understand what it means to have a special love for the first born. They’re your first first you don’t get that back. I’m having so many emotions!