I want oral sex too..

Ruby

So I’ve been w my man for about 4 years and at the beginning of our relationship I would give plenty of head and he would return the favor every now and then. I was very shy and self conscious about myself and having someone go down on me. I would typically say no when someone would offer. Now I feel better about getting some head even though I still feel a little weird about it but my man doesn’t want to anymore. He gets grossed out about the idea of licking and having his face all wet and beard getting all in there and feeling my little hairs poke his face. That’s how he would be in the beginning like hesitant and wouldn’t go all out when I got head (which I was ok with because I was hella shy) but now I give him head and I’m like “fuck I want some too” but he’s so hesitant. I told him he needs to grow up but he’s like “understand it’s weird for me”. He did it once or twice before me with his ex and he had a bad experience with her because she would get around and now that it’s me he’s like traumatized in a way.

You ladies have any advise? Or suggestions? I keep myself trimmed too I don’t like being hairy. Idk am I not being understanding enough and pushing hard? He probably did it twice or 3 times last year. Idk help?

And I know the gif is brother and sister but the reactions goes hahah