Trying to conceive

Courtney • Married❤️ angel babies 😇❤️💙 expecting mummy June 2019! 🤰

Ladies we all know when we are trying to conceive a baby especially in my case and a lot of other women’s a rainbow we hope every month that red blooded nasty bitch we like to call Aunt Flo doesn’t show. When we are a day past due we instantly think we’re pregnant!! Well I’m hoping that 2018 is my year after an abortion at 14 (wasn’t my choice I had a lot of personal things going on that prevented my little boy being born, yes bubby was a boy sonogramist made a mistake in showing me the scan and telling me the sex without looking at my file 🙄 so he was my Angelus) and 2 miscarriages last year I’m ready to give up but in my heart I believe it’s my time to be a mummy that’s all I want no nice car or big house a fancy job just to be a mother and give my husband a baby ❤️

Question? My body after 2 miscarriages changed it went from a 28 day cycle too a 31 I checked for 3 months to ensure it fell on that 31st day and it did... until last month.. the 31st day came and no period the 32nd day came no period then the 33rd day came very late about 10pm I had a bit of blood then a small ‘gush’ then nothing I have been experiencing tenderness all over feeling sick to the point I have to shove fingers down my throat to get it up I struggle to be sick naturally.. so I tested Just over a week after my bleeding and it was negative 😔 but yet every day I feel different boobs hurt feeling sick every day too scared to keep testing but no idea what to do with myself! Help?? Advice?? Loves ❤️