So self conscious I can’t tell him (TMI)

Guys I have large labia, I’m so self conscious about it I’ve never told anyone. And I can’t even tell my boyfriend and I’m sure he is disgusted by it because he doesn’t go down on me even when I give him hints about me wanting some head. And tbh I’d be so disgusted too if I have to lick my vagina, sorry if it sounds gross but help me I’m considering surgery 😭

Seriously I can’t tell him, I can’t tell encore I’m so so embarrassed and if he says he doesn’t like it I’ll be even more self conscious idk I’m so self conscious guys!!