BLOWJOBS ON FAMILY FRIEND

Ok so me and my buddy have been fooling around for two years and we haven't really gone last second base. I've had sex already but I'm not sure if he has. I'm pretty sure that he's had bjs before but whenever thins get serious between us he just stops. Or we both get nervous. I don't know why but when we're hooking up it feels like its my first time doing it but I've done it so many times before! (But not with him)

I'm thinking maybe he doesn't want to go to fast but I also know he wants it, is there something wrong with me or him??