Crying over nothing 😢

Period came 2 days early on one app and 4 days early on 2 others. 15 months of trying after tubal reversal and one ectopic. I kind of knew it would be a bit of a challenge but I didn’t expect it to be this difficult and to feel these emotions. I have literally spent the last two days tearing up over absolutely nothing. I really think the stress and failed attempts at ttc have finally caught up to me. I know I have more opportunities to try but I’m no spring chicken and I keep thinking if it doesn’t happen soon it just never will, not to mention the older me and my SO and children get will it even be a good idea. I don’t know I’m just in a funk I guess and feeling really down and needed to vent. Thanks for taking the time to read this. Just needed to get it out. 🙂