I need help😢

I don’t want to be with my kids dad anymore. He’s abusive, he does drugs, sometimes he forces me to do sexual things . The other morning he was mad because we didn’t have sex so he went into the room and was yelling at me to get the fuck up I told him no so he got on top of me and started punching me in the head ! Then he left . There’s already a protective order against him. Whenever I call the cops they don’t come in time he always leaves before they get there. How do I make him stay away?? He manipulates me and waits outside my place. I’m scared but I’m also stupid because I get weak and give into him. I just want it to stop . I cry every day .

There is a case against him he has court this month for dv Ive been trying to wait it out and hope he goes to jail. The place I live is also MY place.