updated!!! Am I Wrong???

Amber • I am a 13yr old who has depression. I struggle with many mental disorders. I can't take life anymore.

Hi,I'm Amber I was raped four months ago. I'm 13yrs old and my boyfriend is trying to make me have sex with him I tell him no. Because I have serious depression and anxiety so it really scares me to even think about sex.... to the point where I don't get horny anymore. I've always been scared to even walk out my room.

Please don't bash me. I actually can't take it.

He told me to kill myself. Should I? update: i dumped him. and I tried to commit suicide on Jan. 16