I just need to get this out to the world. I will be treating this as a journal for a moment. Just because I can. I need to express how grateful I am for my family and my pets.

I will start with my wonderful husband. Without him, I really feel I would either be homeless or dead. He literally saved my life. He helped me make a complete 360 in life. I went from a straight F student in high school, so an almost straight A student in 1 year. He made me believe in myself and see my worth. He knows I struggle with depression and mental disorders and I stead of bailing on me when it gets tough, he helps me through it and supports me. I no longer self harm, have a job, will be going back to college, and are ttc. He's everything to me.

Next is my wonderful animals. They all know when I need a good snuggle or kiss. They comfort me, keep me company, and love me. I wouldn't make it without them either. Especially my black and white baby cat. I miss her sister so terribly (the black one).

Now for my grandparents. They have taught me so much! They are my rocks! They are my heart! They are my second parents and I miss my grandma more and more every second. My world will shatter when they move on to the afterlife. (no pictures)

My siblings are also everything to me! They make me want to be a vteer person. I want to be the best I. an be for them. (no pictures)

My parents also mean the world to me. They work hard and love me unconditionally. I wish their lives could be better and that they didn't struggle, but I'm grateful to learn from them and their mistakes. (no pictures)

Please share who/what you're appreciative for!! ❤

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