Looking down at my pussy...

I was with someone for 17 years and always felt so uncomfortable with him looking at me. I have been with my guy for two years and have never once been embarrassed with him looking at my pussy. I even have him clean me during sex.. I get so wet... ugh. But that’s a different topic. I feel like a have a gross looking pussy but my guy makes me feel good and says it’s beautiful. We are older and have been with other people and he says it looks no different than anyone else. Makes me feel better cause I feel like mine it nasty looking.