Anyone else?

Abby

I had a MC in Oct and am now just about 7wk and I just feel terrible. I want to be happy and excited but I just can’t. I’m so scared all the time and I feel nauseous and super fatigued. I work with a lot of pregnant people. There are 4 people due in April which was when my lost baby was due. Now 3 people I know are telling everyone they are due in August, around my current due date. Everyone is so happy and announcing it and I just want to cry all the time. I cry easy right now so that’s annoying. I cried over a happy video on fb the other day... 😑 it just sucks! But I just bite my tongue because I’m afraid I’ll just MC again and I’ll have to tell people again. Last time people at work knew and it sucked. I haven’t even told family yet. Just my husband and I. It’s just annoying being so unsure and scared and it’s really lonely. Anyone else feeling this? I don’t know when to tell either. People on here are talking about mc at 15 wk and it scares me more. Even the 12 wk mark doesn’t seem safe. 😣😪