yrying to think positive

im fonna put a couple of things up and need help with,,, im 44 and been trying to concieve since my miscarriage a year ago in December,,,,, now my last peeiis was 23rd october 2017,,,,, i have recently spotted for a max of 4 days,,,,and today lost a tiny amount of jelly discharge after having sex,,,,, can anyone tell me if i have ovulated and the spotting is implantation and am i having a rainbow baby x

this is my chart were ovulation is in green and the spotting x please can anyone help me x