feeling lost

rebecca

I lost my baby at 13 weeks about 6 months ago. I can't think about ajnything but the pain; it hurts so bad to even breath. I still feel to this day like I am being crushed. I get so upset that I cause myself to go into panic attacks.Not many people know about my miscarriage because I don't know if I could handle being told that there is always the next time or lots of people go through it and get over it... To me this was a baby a baby I was only two weeks away from knowing the gender of. A baby that was a miracle and that I was told was healthy. only to be told a n seeing its little body on the ultrasound. I just could really use some kind of coping mechanisms or support... thank you