I'm getting induced at 39+1 on Monday, and I'm terrified.

I never drew up a birth plan, because I realize that babies do whatever they want- the ONLY thing that really mattered to me was letting my LO stay in as long as she needed.

however, my blood pressure has been steadily rising, and I've been put on extreme bed rest trying to keep it down. (no preeclampsia, thank goodness). they even admitted me to the hospital last week for my blood pressure.

so, I don't get the one thing I wanted.

well, I've heard horror stories about pitocin.

can anyone tell me experiences to calm my nerves??