update: went to the doctor for my weekly check up and the baby stopped growing at 5 weeks. I should have been about 7.5 weeks at this point... so we tested my blood levels and the Dr. guaranteed me that it was a miscarriage, blood levels came back a few days later and the nurse told me over the phone that it was so low that she was surprised I wasn't already having bleeding and cramps. timed seemed still as we talked about options I decided we would schedule a D&C; to help move along this process and they were very kind and sweet for the whole thing. a few days later I had the procedure. I think I have been crying for 5 days straight. the pain physically was just as bad as if I would have let it happen naturally and the emotional pain is worse. I want to thank everyone on here who did try to calm my fears but it just was not God's timing for me