I’m 15 today and felt sad on such a happy day, I just feel bad for the people around me because I don’t think I’ve been fair to them by not reciprocating the amount of energy they’ve shown for me.

I’m partially upset because my boyfriend of 2 months hasn’t wished me happy birthday, and I know I should be more understanding because he’s in boarding school but that’s also not an excuse.

And guess what...mother mature gave me a personal gift delivered in science after it was due a good 10 days ago ‘my period’. I was not even embarrassed because I decided to wear a panty liner because I was wearing expensive underwear and more upset that I’d messed them up on my first wear that’s like $50 gone down the drain.

**I’ve suddenly felt happier getting this off my chest 😊