am late but afraid to take a test

Luna πŸ’•πŸ’•

am so late but am more afraid to take a test 😱😱😱 and it's not because I don't wanna get pregnantπŸ˜‘ it's because it's happen that am late and there I go to buy a bunch of test thinking that am finally going to be a mummy 🀰🀰 and when I see the BFN I just cry and feel like shΓ—Γ—t so now am just waiting and waiting day by day to see if AF shows up.i don't want to take more test and if they come out negative am going to.be so heartbroken and depress.. what shoulf.i do??