Still not here

Sophia

So I had my 38 week and 4 day appt today. My dr checked my cervix and said it was soft but has been for 2-3 weeks. She asked if I wanted a membrane sweep and so I agreed because why not my body is physically exhausted. Anyways while she was in there she could tell I was extremely uncomfortable. She said I have a tight ring of scar tissue from my cone biopsy and couldn’t finish the sweep because she didn’t want to make me cry. I’m extremely scared that my body isn’t gonna do what it needs and I’ll end up needing a csection. I’m so sad :(